#btw abe is literally me
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A couple of days ago i felt so apathetic and thought that my hyperfixation on clone high is leaving me forever, i didn't want to rewatch the show, to see any fanart on pinterest, i marked some edits on tiktok as "not interesting", I even changed my wallpaper from clone high fanart to something else, that made me so depressed, i was like "It's over....... isn't it....."
Yesterday evening i spent inking the last pages of the third part of E!280 and listening to abandoned pools, especially the clone high intro, i replayed it like 5 times.
And you know what? WE'RE SO FUCKING BACK!!!! I feel alive again, the intro literally healed me and I want to rewatch the first season today after I come back home from college.
This fandom keeps leaving my mind and coming back for four years straight, and every time I'm reminded of clone high, i remember why I love this show so much. I've never felt such a connection with a cartoon before 🥺
It's so funny, it has cool characters, the satire, the artstyle!! I know some cartoons are objectively better (especially compared to the newer seasons), but clone high is forever in my heart and lives in my head rent-free. And I don't mind.
#i love clone high more than my own life i swear#clone high is literally the source of my highest kin and f/o#btw abe is literally me#guys i literally took a photo for my passport in Abe's t-shirt and included the first three letters of his last name in my signature as wel#DO YOU REALIZE HOW STRONG THE CONNECTION IS#it changed my brain chemistry forever#hope i don't sound too obsessed because I AM OBSESSED i'm so sorry#ok this is just a small confession or smth I'm just feeling better and wanted to express it#clone high
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A guy just used studying for the mcat together as an excuse to get my number . Women in stem fields core
#Sorry I know people make being pre med their personality but what’s more pre med core than THAT#I wont hyperfixate on this btw I’ve decentered men big time#He’s also an RA here at the research institution and I do not want to be distracted#I’m just saying it’s funny . Anyway#I’m literally on the verge of a breakdown ab my neuro research too he did NOT catch me at the correct time
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ARE YOU READY FOR A VAGUELY ALPHA FLIGT ART DUMP!!!
My beautiful wife....
Uhm did you guys know namor is the beaubier twins dad this is canon and true and you cannot change it. Also hi casual rora
Idc if pride month is over.... They're still special or smthn
Anywho.. more giant sized X men au purely bc it's stupid fluff... Laura is hyoerfixated on sonic btw idk if you knew it's real and true
Who's baby is that... Idk.... Who knows.... Uhm... Anyway
Honest to god it pains me knowing that I spent so much time on this but if y'all didn't know Walter (aka sasquatch aka roras ex) has an ex wife and grown son by the time he's in alpha flight. Which is. upsetting! But anyway drew him and Vanessa and their child bc I think it's weird that we never got it.. idk! Fuck you Walter
Anyway thanks bye... Sorry for the art dump xoxoxo
#fanart#jeanne marie beaubier#my art#marvel#aurora#daken akihiro#fang#xfactor#marauders#alpha flight#aurora system#namor#namor mckenzie#jean paul beaubier#northstar#kyle jinadu#laura kinney#walter langkowski#sasquatch#wolverine#art dump#hyperfixation#idk if you can tell this but i like alpha flught#i have more art but Tumblr only lets you post 10 at once... tragic#random damn babies in here too#idk! dont look at me!#Anyway namor is so funny as the twins dadnyoh can't change my mind ab it#theyre literally gay son thot daughter#hellverine is good btw! idk thought i should being it up bc i havent drawn anything involving it#anyway dont ask me ab laura and sonic it was something between me and oomf and its stuck now... even at 11 he was her greatest inspiration
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mister laios dungeon meshi…. as an autistic person, i dont think ive ever related more to a character before.
like laios being so disinterested by the human world around him, unable to understand it and growing bitter towards humans because of how much and how easily they hurt. with monsters theres a Reason for what they do — its all survival, and that makes sense. humans, however, hurt just to hurt. all the suffering that he and falin went through have been because of humans. why would he like them? why would he ever be interested in them? he and falin have Never been afforded being seen as humans.
i feel like, with laios, he likes who he likes, and he doesnt really think about people he doesnt like. sure they exist, and he knows and acknowledges this, but theyre not his. the only humans that really matter to him are the ones that hes grown attached to. hes very compassionate but thats because its in his nature. if he wasnt a kind person at heart, i dont think he’d bother with people at all. that kindness is such a core part of him.
if he were in the modern world i just KNOW that guy wouldnt care about a career or school or even all these supposedly human aspirations that people have-- these long term goals, these big lofty ideals. he would just care about the day to day. working to ensure theres a roof over his head and food on the table. reading about monsters. having dinner with his friends. making sure his loved ones are all doing okay. and i can just imagine people being like "but dont you want... more?" and laios being so confused. why WOULD you ever want more? why would he ever want to give himself to the rat race? be exhausted constantly? work towards a goal that only other people view as worthy? why, when what he has right here is exactly what he wanted!! laios doesnt have these "human" desires and thats a core part of why he feels so alienated from other people. so different. like a monster himself. and as someone who is autistic, let me just say.….. me too buddy.
#dungeon meshi spoilers#dungeon meshi#sorry this was in rhe drafts while reading andi just#as an autistic person i relate really hard to him#this is just how i view and read him btw which doesn’t need to be said but#im saying it anyways HEHE#i just. biting him#hes so compassionate like its in his nature but yet hes so disinterested#and its not out of a lack of caring bc like i said he cares very deeply in his core#its just. anything outside of his immediate bubble barely exists#he literally cant remember kabrus name bc kabru never made that deep impression on him#like what he did impart is very surface level and laios may not comprehend that on rhe surface but yet he still Knows it and Sees it#i want to talk more ab him. forever and ever#dunmeshi#dunmeshi spoilers#laois touden#tagging so more laios fans come to me. i need people to talk ab him with
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as promised... here's the sanuso wall from my strawpage!!!! i cherish all of these so much aagghhh they're all so lovely thank you to everyone who sent something in 😭💖💖
#im only sure ab like 40% of the artists who did these PLEASEEE FEEL FREE TO TAG URSELF IF U DID ANY OF THESE I LOVE YOU FOREVER AND EVER#otherwise id tag all of them sobbb#this is the peak of my artist career btw. having so many talented people sending me their sanusos ughhh im so grateful#if i missed any ill cry im so sorry i checked twice and thrice#op#one piece#art#mintart#sanuso#usosan#usopp#sanji#vinsmoke sanji#black leg sanji#god usopp#sogesoba#sogeking#soba mask#they make me SICK!!!!!!! EVERY MORNING ID OPEN MY STRAWPAGE AND BE BLESSED TO SEE THESE SILLIES#AND THE ART IS SO DELICIOUS GAAHHHHHH I LOVE TO SEE HOW THEY LOOK IN DIFFERENT STYLES#so gorgeous SOO PRETTY LITERALLY EVERY SINGLE ONE OF THESE
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Anyways i think Dakota would call Ashe Princess. No I don’t have any semblance of proof all I have is the fact I’m begging you to hear me out
#this is one of my biggest demonkick hcs#I’ve had it since I started shipping them#but I’m not sure if it’d make sense to anyone else#it barely makes sense to me#but the idea of it hit me like an 18wheeler hauling cement and now I’m utterly incapable of getting free#I feel like it’d probably start with Ashe playing like TLOZ infront of Dakota and they’re talking ab it#and Dakota being all hyped and like ‘I’m literally link! that makes you Zelda btw!!! *gasp* you’re my Princess!!’#and Ashe would fall over and die on impact#and then Dakota would make a habit of it#please.. please I’m begging hear me out pleas#jrwi#jrwi pd#prime defenders#jrwi prime defenders#ashe winters#dakota cole#demonkicks#jrwi demonkicks#moomins yapping<3#jrwi hc
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pov u r going to comicon in a few months so u went charity shop hunting for a cosplay and found half of it in a singular day :)
#me#my face#cosplay wip#cosplay#can. can yuo g. can yuo guess who im gonna. coughs. can y#the last half are some matching pants and a wig... maybe a mask also idk if i should get a custome one or just rock a normal blue defult on#cuz thats kinda his brand ig. boring ass.#oh i also need a briefcase i spose. thatll be much harder to find cheep tho.... if its a cheap beat the hell up one tho#itd be literally perfect#anyway. young girl to boring old man pipeline starts here folks. :)#edit: i am not going for full 100% likeness tho btw. i will add some buttons and the triangles to the suit ofc but i dont care tooo much ab#missing the breast pocket. plus i can paint the clouds on the tie itll be fine ^_^. my shoes will just be my work shoes#theyre not the most comfy things in the world but theyre black and the same general ish shape and i wear em all day already so im used to e#unless i find some cheap shoes that're more similar cuz my work shoes have a pattern on em idk...#either way i go for comfort over anything else with cosplays anyway so this all works out :]
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thought abt solas as eurydice again
#goodbye im off to rewatch a 2 hour subbed and multi angled greek slime tutorial real quick#i think tghe worst fucking part of the whole thing is the leitmotif parallel. i literally feel like i have scarlet rot each time i think ab#orpheus and eurydice having the 'la lalala la' thing. solas and the inquisitor having the hallelujah cadence. that is insane. that is insan#''its a sad song / its a tragedy / but we're gonna sing it anyway'' thinking abt those lyric and solavellan to die instantly btw.#like im so desensitized to their romance after so long but truly if i went into this game completely blind again and you told me#that there was an RO who would never sleep with you but would instead harmonize with you to the melody of an old leonard cohen song#i cant even FINISH this joke bc the thought makes me too crazy. even 7 years later it really does inspire shrimp emotions within me#solas nation go watch hadestown if you havent already. you will regret it but do it anyway#''it's a sad song / but we sing it anyway / cause here's the thing / to know how it ends / and still begin to sing it again#as if it might turn out this time'' BYE
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Trobed I drew through genuine tears while i had a 24 hr migraine and my good old pal dys for ya 👍
#ignore my leg and the shit on the table i just couldn't be bothered cropping the image#it's been ages since i doodled traditionally. I'm just so used to digital noe#now. why am I ALWAYS mistyping that as noe#anyways i was SOOOO UNORMAL ABOUT THEM YESTERDAY#look the thing about trobed for me is. it literally does not fucking matter if i read them as romantic as platonic(qpr) or literally#whatever like they ARE EVERYTHING. THEY ARE EVERYTHING I AM THEY ARE EVERYTHING I WANT THEY R EVERYTHING THE WORLD DENIES ME#THEY ARE EVERYTHING ❗❗❗❗❗❗#when abed said i always thought I'd spend forever observing the world you made me a part of it#THAT'S ME . THAT'S.#NO ONE HAS EVER BEEN ME LIKE THAT BEFORE#but no one's made me part of it and I'M IN AGONY#anyways day 157 asking where's the 'word' to my 'it's 2009'#alexspostsnstuff#alextriestoart#doodles#trobed#community#troy barnes#abed nadir#abed's shirt was my brother's suggestion btw. he's never seen community but i wanted him to feel included
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#ITS HEREEEEE IM HEREE IM SO EXVITED#EHAJEAHHJWAA im triying so hard not to blow up this blog w like.every thought i have 4 every secnd i think ab it#IM JJSTS SOOO.. i didnt even notice his hair in this pic either.so crazy its cute though i like it more and more as it goes on#past msgs i had were talking ab the gore in trigun.i rly like how its used here. sry but seeing livio impaled by all#of those nails ws kind of cool HELPP#N JASMINE??????? IN THAT SCENE?????? JAW DROPPPP#every time .smone refers to ww as Him. and jst in memory and just in passing#and vash reflecting on his casket which btw sucks we didnt see his face jst his death ok die :sob:#dont even get me started on wolfwoods pic being right next 2 rem. soo important 2 each other :sob: golden duo fr#its soo bittersweet. esp that scene of vash comforting livio n recognizing when he didnt refer to ww by name#ALSO THEM LYING TO MILLIE I CANNTTTT STOPP#didnt i say earlier that millie and wolfwood had the funniest dynamic. im literally in ruins#also also the fistbump meryl n vash shared.im sooo..#and legatos comeback being titled return of the wicked . INSANEE!!! PUSSY POWERRR#trigun#trigun spoilers#trigun manga#trigun maximum#biting mynails and saving every vash sc and like.yeahhh yeahh yeahh~ charlie voice#trigun writing cn be so fucking annoying though theres so much w the series i actu hate and think n/ghtow sucks for -__-
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need 2 isolate myself and unfriend everyone #asap
#this guy who is still my friend i guess annoys me and ive been avoiding him and he confronted me and cried yesterday and i felt bad but more#ab the situation than our friendship because he puts himself into places without friends by being judgy and rude and wondering why ppl dont#wanna stick around him idk. i guess we're still cool but he clings onto me and its really annoying bc i want him to stop but i dont want to#be rude and hes just getting on my nerves and ik its bad to be like annoyed w ur friends but i literally just .our energies dont match and#its so exhausting to be near him so i need to do the right thing and tell him the truth and let him decide if he wants to cling on more or#not but i already did that tbh yesterday like. i told him i genuinely dont have the energy to match his and he asked 'when can we go back to#being normal' ?? i just said i felt better and comfortable being more alone and off than w him cant he stop. do i need to break his heart#hes really intelligent and hes able to tell these signs so idk why hes so hellbent on being stuck on me when ive literally said he tires me#cant he leave me alone. i already feel bad enough for feeling this way but last yr i didnt get to have any other friends irl bc he would#just cling on and drag or follow me and i barely had time to spend with anyone else and im stuck in a club i dont care for now bc he kept#pushing. like two or three of then actually idk why he cant just understand i dont want this nor any codependency w him anymore when ivebeen#like telling him already#sorry i have tutoring soon but im exhausted and feel horrible but whatever ill be fine etc i just need him to stop#on a brighter note. idk. im going to disney soon#post#vent#to delete#my lover please come home . only person i can admit my feelings directly to !. not on a vague tumblr post lmfao#/nbh btw obv bc why would i post it if it was#i need to play genshin kaedehara kazuha save me please give me a big fat kiss now
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#prob will delete later#this is a rant ☹️#btw that ss isn’t from me#all of the people who reposted that including the person who ss it are my ex friends#so i js know they’re talking ab me#this made me cry so much#why do they hate me like what did i even do..#they literally reached out to me not that long ago as well#i just cba anymore like#it’s been a whole year now#i’ve done sm to apologise and i still feel like shit#i don’t get it like i’m not the only one who did smt wrong and i’ve tried to apologise numerous times#what more do they want#someone teach me how to stop caring
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Behold! The obligatory "combining a recent interest with tmnt 2012" au assassination classroom edition!! (Also featuring me not being consistent w heights whoops)
Also ghost splinter and aguri
#tmnt 2012#assassination classroom#leo tmnt#mikey tmnt#korosensei#donnie tmnt#raph tmnt#splinter tmnt#aguri yukimura#Sorry for no class 3-e in this post. i don’t think ab them as often as I do Koro sensei </3#btw this is yet another example of me having 2012 Mikey collect father figures like they’re trading cards#esp if said father figure is bigger than him and is considered 'dangerous'#n e ways. i do think dee could possibly save koro sensei. he has the potential to#dude literally created a retromutagen. she could help him#Sorry if this entire thing seems self indulgent. it is
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me when i want to eat suna as in nom nom nom likr chicken fry but i need to be normal
#and he doesnt exist#i want to be a kid again#no like i will literally talk so much in tags#apparently i get real yappy ab night#batman more like yapman#go get it girl!!!!#what is this#it#we speak of#i dont fucking know#i have daddy issues guys#this has a point plz stay with me anyways i have daddy issues right#why do people want to think of their dads in bed like why will u connect ur significant other to ur father by calling them daddy#how does that work#like personally if i WERE to have sex <- im ace btw#i would NAWT want to think of my dad#then again i cant even write fanfiction if im in physical contact w any of my family members#esp my dad it makes my skin crawl#i should switch to sideblog but im too fkn lazy#someone give me a good fic to binge before i go back 2 wdo#white denim overalls save me.. save me white denim overalls....#no like next time i write anything the reader will have such a great relationship w their parents cuz i deserve that?????#also unreq. lvrs org literally came from me making up scenarios in my head at 2am#also super funny (not) i wrote the suna marriage proposal drabble while listening to my parents' one falling apart a bit more#“we're humans we all make mistakes” “how many times will you make the same mistake??” and im hiding from them writing the most horribly#in love couple#because i DESERVE THAT#pretend i never said any of this im so sorry chat#↬ talk talk talk !
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What are your thoughts on Jane Boleyn, and the role she supposedly played in the fall of 3 Queens (Anne Boleyn, Anna of Cleves, Katheryn Howard)? Do you think she has been too maligned by historians for centuries, especially when it comes to the relationship with the Boleyns (it seems she got along with Anne)?
Now that I've read both works and compared them side by side, I suppose I would say my stance on Jane Boleyn falls somewhere in between that of Julia Fox and James Taffe ('Somewhere in between' is not, btw, Alison Weir); although closer to the former than the latter. Offering critique of both biographies, I would say that of JF is too apologetic (smoothing out wrinkles that exist in her arguments rather than acknowledging them) and JT is too severe.
Especially when it comes to the relationship with the Boleyns? Yes and no. Obviously she was married to George, she sent him a message of comfort while he was in the Tower, and wore only black the rest of her life, which was quite the potent statement. However, I would allow for the possibility that she potentially, inadvertently implicated him or AB (ie, testimony of hers was twisted to suit the crown's case). This is where I think there are flaws in the arguments of some of her defenders-- they cannot allow for even that possibility and so make claims that disallow it; some of which are untrue. 'Jane was only blamed as a means of absolving Henry in the whitewash of Elizabethan propagandists' is not true. Johannes Sleidan in 1545 claimed that Anne and George died by her 'false accusation'. Sleidan was a Reformer, so he would have been more sympathetic towards the plights of these two than the average person, and would have spoken to others that were as well, but the motivation to vindicate Elizabeth did not yet exist; she was at this point the very unlikely third in line to the throne.
I do appreciate that you said 'got along' with Anne, not 'besties', because...it's possible they were very close, certainly, but we must also allow for the possibility of animosity. The linchpin for the argument of closeness is the report from Chapuys that they 'conspired together' to banish Henry's mistress from court. Was this the precise truth? Considering the source I'm doubtful. Probably there was a lady Henry was serving at this time (although that we never have a name makes the story somewhat suppositious), but did they need to have 'conspired together' against her for Jane to be banished from court (which is what happened instead)? Jane might have merely made Anne aware of her, and Henry finding out that she'd been the source would have been enough for banishment. Or, as was presented plausibly in Adrienne Dillard's fictional rendition, Jane might have dropped hints to Cromwell that this mistress was a supporter of the two exiled and contumacious royal women that were Anne's adversaries, Cromwell might have passed this along to Henry, and Henry might have banished Jane for shattering the illusion that this woman had no independent ambitions or ulterior motives and merely let him hit for the sheer pleasure of his company.
If this was evidence of closeness, and it might be, then we also have to remember that the end result was Jane's banishment from court, and that there is, as JT fairly pointed out, no evidence that any of the Boleyns spoke in her defense, favor, or for her return. It would take an extremely magnanimous person to accept all that with equanimity and not feel any resentment whatsoever. So, if there was intimacy, there might have also been rift.
That leaves the question: enough 'rift' for her to seek vengeance? I doubt that much for all the reasons Fox outlines in her biography, but at the same time I wish there was not this relentless push to only defend women that we assert 'deserve' defense, on the premise they were entirely selfless, accepted every insult with grace, never kept any grudges, never had personal ambitions (the actions she took during the queenships of those you mentioned would suggest otherwise), mixed emotions, or conflicting loyalties; that we could acknowledge that acknowledging the agency of historic women also means acknowledging they were capable of making mistakes.
#anon#it feels like an 'overcorrection' to some degree. if that makes sense?#altho that's generally what ppl say about AB too and i generally think they're wrong lol#'waaah AB apologism waaaaahhh joanna denny wahhhhhhhhhhhh h/ayley nolan'#bitch. no one serious is taking those seriously. if joanna denny was the definitive AB bio that would be one thing#the definitive is eric ives who oh no said in his personal opinion that his favorite was more attractive in personality and appearance#than the other...oh my god that is the worst thing anyone has every said in the HISTORY OF TIME#are y'all this sensitive in real life bcus fr.#how do you bitches SURVIVE..................#anyway what i was initially going to say after coming back to this:#*ever#like the way this figure is used to have it both ways really bothers...me?#i think there's some ambiguity here but like#i read someone claim that JS must have been 'so sweet' bcus otherwise JB would not have been her lady in waiting....#which is like. be fr? if JB loved george and anne she would have hated her lol#or at the very least have been uneasy in her presence (there's a great scene with this in adrienne's sequel btw)#but like...idk man. ppl just don't seem to get how humans worked? or have any sort of emotional; media; literal; literacy?#this was my thing with BSR too 'how dare THEY say henry NEVER loved coa how dare THEY say jane was to blame for anne's miscarriage'#like right...were 'they' saying that or was anne? or was that what anne believed? was the show perhaps from her (gasp) POV and so#these things were portrayed? i mean ffs.... by our literal primary sources those were the things she said.#someone's emotions and beliefs /= infallible unassailable entire truths#nor are they necessarily 'fair' and the same with our judgements. welcome to being a human being#so yeah like re: JB....#*that she felt like that? was it entirely fair to blame and resent the seymours?#is that necessarily fair? no. how much she did or didn't was probably dependent on how accurate chapuys report was about JS#the extent to which she had disparaged anne#as for the why as JF theorized ; the need of income and the possibility that since cromwell had helped her with income#this was the favor he wanted in return (so her as a spy in the household)#and re: conflicting loyalties ; i mean ...goddamn; people are complex#i think it's entirely possible that JB loved anne but also had this innate sympathy for coa and mary too.
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ok i watched drive away dolls the other night and this has not left my head since so i just need to rant. did no one else pick up on the gay subtext if you can even call it that btwn flint and arliss (the 2 goons) first they had that argument in the car where he was like IM NOT GAY and then when they were arguing during the hostage situation thing i swear they were yelling abt some gay shit they did like he literally was like I WAS DRUNK IT WAS A MISTAKE i haven’t seen anyone talk abt this i feel like im going insane did i just hallucinate all that or what
#btw don’t like#call me lesphobic or some shit just bc i’m talking abt the male characters#i love women#like a lot#i just haven’t seen anyone talk ab this and wanted to share my thoughts#there are literally 2 fics on ao3 and (understandably) they’re of the lesbian leads so like#idk#just thinkin#drive away dolls
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